a brony called me unattractive
because i have hair on my legs
Self absorbed Bitch.
i’m a bitch because i can recognize that i’m not ugly, that i can laugh at someone calling me unattractive for reasons as petty as hair on my legs which EVERYONE grows?
She is most definitely not a Bitch, but yes, self absorbed I’d say from the copious amounts of selfies she takes.
Being a music major and not jurying is weird.
This whole year has been a shit show concerning bassoon. Taking the summer and last semester off to recover from surgery sucked, and then relearning sucked even more (and I’m still stuck in that stage). I don’t know where I stand anymore or what I’m going to be doing in the next couple of years. I have a backup plan in case my jaw continues being a little bitch, but I don’t actually want to do that. I want to play without pain. I want to be able to practice how much I want to. I want to fucking do what I came to school for, not have to take time off and show up to my lessons being like…well…I couldn’t practice so I don’t have anything to actually work on sorry.
People are freaking out about juries and complaining about how they don’t want to do scale juries, and though I understand that sometimes it’s hard to keep going, it’s really fucking annoying to hear. I wish I were jurying. i wish that I felt comfortable playing bassoon. I wish that I sounded even as good as I did last year. I wish that my jaw wasn’t a piece of shit.
I’ve just been feeling really down on myself about everything, and the stress of the end of the year is starting to get to me. I keep reminding myself that in a little over a week, it will all be over. No matter what I do, it’s going to happen, so I might as well try my hardest and finish the semester strong and not let my hard work go to waste.
I can do this. I will do this.
on a scale from robert pattinson to robert downey jr how much do you like your character
The most relaxing things in the world are:
The sounds of thunders storms,
Scent of the rain,
The beating of sometimes heart that you love,
The coldness of a pillow as you fall asleep,
I’m so not ready for my music history test tomorrow. I also kind of am supposed to/want to go to a recital tonight, but that would mean having to study after because I’m having easter dinner at 5…tonight is going to be a long night.
I’ve turned into a Christmas and Easter Catholic. My parents would be so disappointed if they knew.